Peace

Today... is Thursday. Today I have surgery. Today I have peace. God has been and is with me through everything. The good the bad, the ups and downs, the beautiful and the ugly. He has overcome everything even before I know of it's existence. He makes the impossible, possible. Sitting here listening to Hillsong's new album Aftermath, I wait upon Jesus. He is here. I can feel him all around me, surrounding me (and my mama) with peace, understanding and strength. I fill my head with verses of strength and victory, Psalm 18:2, Jeremiah 29:11 and Romans 8:28 pick me up and carry me through. One of my all time favorite "life-verses" is Romans 8:17: "Despite ALL these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loves us." This verse has pulled and yanked me through all obstacles that have come across my path during my life. Through struggles and hard-times I know that my God is bigger than anything and everything. That he can do it all and that victory IS possible when I turn to him.

So, today I am trusting God that he is in complete control of everything. That the surgeons hands are guided with wisdom and knowledge, and that no complications occur. Thank you God for everything you have done, and thank you for the victory I will have in trusting you, even through overwhelming circumstances.

Happy Visitors!

Today my favorite family ever are coming to visit!! My mom's best friend and her family are here to say hello. Her five boys and her husband (Papa) have had a special place in our hearts for as long as I can remember, and even longer. Although they live nearly four hours away, every visit seems as if we had just seen one another the day before. Whether it's playing in the river, going on long walks, playing Rummi (that's a given) or just snuggling with Mama and Papa (my adopted parents) I enjoy every second of my family. So, seeing them today is going to  fill my heart with joy and happiness! I am so elated about their visit, I better make sure these heart monitors don't go off! ;-)

Sunday Friends

Today I had visitors to the hospital (yes, I am in the hospital with a Crohn's flare. bummer.) Both of my brothers and two of my very good friends (or more like big sisters) came to see me. It was a very exciting time, as my heart monitor displayed while they were here. We laughed and sang and went for a walk in the hospital garden, soaking up as much sun as possible. Mhmm! I love having the support of people around me, it helps me get through times like this. My friends, my family, and most importantly my relationship with God pull me through everything. It's uplifting to know that no matter what, I have a big God that is behind me and knows my steps even when I don't. I have had to drop out of school this semester because of my illness, but I know everything will work out and be a-o.k. Day 18 and counting here in the hospital and still not much of a plan...just waiting...

Being here has taught me patience. Lots and lots of patience. I have had to clear my mind and have taught myself  better time management skills. Having lots of time to think about my life, and my future. Although many would be scared by this, it has gotten me even more excited about what is lying ahead of me. Being home, getting better, nursing school, new relationships, new adventures. Ah! Very happy about where my life is headed.

While being here, I have consistently found myself on various recipe and blog sites looking at food that I WILL eventually create. I can't wait to be home again. It will be amazing. My mother works during the day and my younger brother is still in high school. Since I will be home for the rest of this semester, I will be working when I can, but when I AM home I will be able to cook, clean and bake all that I want for the family, almost like a stay at home mom, except...I'm not.haha. I can not wait to be able to help my mom out around the house, she deserves it. :-)

The Beginning

I have never done this before, nor did I ever think I would. But here I sit, writing to the unknown abyss. To the world of "blog-readers" (which I will admit being a part of.) To whoever may be reading this, I say "hello" and welcome to my blog. I don't know exactly what I'll write about, it's an entire blank canvas to share my thoughts, ideas, feelings and anything else I can think about to put out there. I try to enjoy anything and everything the world has to offer. I like spontaneous adventure, the outdoors, cooking, baking, family, friends, a good chick-flick, home decorating, and chocolate. Who doesn't? My life can be crazy, but I know I am who I am today because of all that craziness. I will write as often as possible, whenever time allows. So, again...Welcome to my blog. I hope you enjoy what's to come :-)